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Nascent

by Alexander Panos

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1.
Q Windswept 01:24
2.
Cycles 06:01
3.
Sutter 03:45
4.
// who am I a year gone by //
5.
reasonsnotto 04:37
// I want more than a moment I want a future I want more than a moment I am all that I’ve been I want a future living in the present, I’ve let it all go passing by // A note about "reasonsnotto": the synthesized voice is reciting text which has been randomly generated. This generation is governed only by a few simple phonetic rules; any likeness to any word in any language is purely coincidental.
6.
// to be, my own self //
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8.
Equinox 02:31
// bare granite softly framed in sea-foam steeping in twilight the rarity of weightless overcast receding into previous day I am pulled between the edges of then and now complacently losing the battle and I place a bowl on that granite with water seeping through its pores half-washed porcelain in defeat pray I go back down and think a way out but the waking hours escape me for once turn the right way, you flake, you human life thank the paper blinds for sparing you the shame of months and months gone by //
9.
catch it 04:08
// oh how I miss it all //
10.
re:Turning 03:22
// fetterless, be multitude settle this and start anew "bloom where you were planted" can't you understand it? written in sessility come confess your life to me untangle this becoming won't you turn the right way? //

about

Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process. Over the past 4 years, these have all been things I've struggled to bring to fruition due to my own shortcomings. Nascent is the embodiment of all the emotions which emerged from this struggle.

Writing this album eventually became a source of this conflict. As I created the music which was supposed to help me find peace, I watched the rest of my life begin to atrophy. In many ways, Nascent is also about the writing process and its consequences. Despite this, I would like to believe I've come out the other end having grown because of it.

I am changing. I am learning to be willing, learning to take the shackles off. Who I am and who I want to be are starting to feel like the same person. It's been an insane journey and I am so grateful for it. Thank you everyone for your enduring support and patience. I hope this music finds a place in your life.

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released September 22, 2022

composition, production, lyrics, vocals, photography, and art by Alexander Panos

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